If only Tequila Was much Stronger and lasted for a longer effect, because pain like this stays in For a while…

I don’t feel like i used to…more so i dont see myself or my heart in other persons hands its numb n ambitious for something else…i like this feeling bit at the same time it feels lonely….

Im easily falling whats wrong with me….or what do i really see in her…is it real or just another pretend?

All i want is SPACE.!.! is that so much to ask

Mixed feelings………….Rather shoot my damm self!

Ah I quit on girls…..all they do is try to make you a fool, me being nice and nieve sometimes makes me feel stupid but all that is changing…COLD as ICE..</3

Karma is a Bitch and You aint know nuthin bout err’

Shit aint real no more i wish i could just delete memories from my head, its like a nightmare thinking bout it but damm got to be true to myself i still think about you like that, when will i jump the fact that its better like this, ive been good so far making it, looks like i aint stress no more, but damm looks like im just missing the smile…..yeah i get it with my niggas cuz it makes me happy hanging out like i used to, but damm ive been dating and girls aint truthful, im just a game to them, at least you took me serious….i can honestly say Karma is a bitch.

Damm this girl is awsome….she puts the smile that I had lost a long time ago.

Wake me when it’s over I hate it when you go, I love to watch you leave I hate the way you talk to me I love you in them jeans You so disrespectful But damn I love your style But shit, you’re so neglectful

How long have you been out?
What have you been drinking

You knew it was over.
I knew it was over.
Everyone knew it was over.
Wake me when it’s over.

Dying Slowly inside

its like killing myself with my own thoughts, trying not to remember what happen, between us when thats all that kept me alive, i think of every thing ive done the wrongs and the bads and the rights and the goods, i wanted for both to be happy when you grew bitter i grew sadder inside…maybe i was happy putting a smile on and laughing about the times we were good with each other, but my other side kept thinking why do we hurt each other and break up so much if we insanely Love each other, who was the guy that you fell in love with when i met you….i didnt change i was being me…what hurt the most is that we were together so long to end it up so fast, i never had enough from you i could speak about anything to you u could tell me anything about yourself we share our secrets that we hold for our life…and at once i thought you were my life now is not a regret feeling but the first moment i walked away from you was for a good reason and you came and got me followed me wherever i went…i admit i did my wrong doings but honestly i hurted my own self doing those things, i loved you so much i hurted like a stab in the heart i drank my pain away i hit the wall bleeding knuckles, why because i didnt want to hurt you, maybe i was wrong for doing this things to myself but now i look back into it and i regret those things…i never thought you would be cruel to where i went dirt low to get you back i grabbed you to hold you not to hurt you….you hit me putting me on my knees kicking me and busting my lip, i still had open arms for you, I hated you so much that i loved you…..now I love you so much that i hate you, its like everyday your in my fucking mind thinking about u every moment ruining my day taking me off cource, i walked out with you the day u quit the job so i could be there holding your hand when you left i wasnt leaving you behind, i didnt care if i lost my job for you….unfortunatly you brought the worst days of my life working in there i was blind to see how you can manipulate someone into loving you, you leave me empty without a heart or lungs to breath, i kill myself in my thoughts with you, and for some reason i still love you, you were there for me at times that were bad and i never take that away from you cuz i know when you where there for me, i propose to you, you said yes… a week later you took the ring off, i cant go through this no more im killing my self, i want to drink my pain away drown in liquor and save my words, but the cabinets are dry,  I still love you and i would take you back anytime, but im not going back to whats never going to happen.